Last last wednesday as in the 21st for those who are slow..
lol..
just kidding no offence..
lol..
well..
that was the BEST day of the month!!
Me and my mates went for our CLASS PARTY!!
it's was held in Times Square..
basically..
u know i'm the type who likes to hang out with boys and i act like one of them..
lol..
so yea..
we ate at ' Harts Chicken Restaurant '..
lol..
it was nice..
after that we get to hang out by ourself all the way till 6pm..
lol..
then most of us went into COSMO WORLD!!
lol..
it was sooooooooooooo extremely FUN!!
me, vick and a few more ppl faced our fears on that day..
Vick was scared of heights all this while..
HAHAHA!! XD
(( act so macho but actually scared of heights..LOL!!..Vick no offence..jk.. ))
well as for me..
I'm afraid of roller coasters..XP
my biggest fear and now I have to face it..
well..
we went for our first ride
the ' Dizzy Ozzy ' is it??
idk the name lol..
well went for that for 3 times..
it was REALLY fun..
first time i sat alone..
second time i SUFFERED cuz i sat with farah n her ass keeps bangging me..
lol..
then the third time i sat alone and Vick was infront of me with a small kid..
haha..
so when the thing move that kid bang to Vick n Vick was like ' LMAO!! no pain!! '..
( SHOW OFF!! )
haha..XP
then we went for that star thing that goes high up n turns..
Vick was afraid..
but he has to go..
lol..
so he faced his fear n went..
the ride was kinda lame but still okay..
lol..
after that we went for the DNA MIXER!!
i was kinda afraid cuz the last time i sat it when i came out i puke..
this time i didnt i went twice and it was fun..
then we went for dizzy izzy..
it looks childish at first but when u ride it, its cool..
but in the middle of the ride Ian almost puke or u say vomit..
he cant take the pressure of so many things happening but thank God he's okay..
soon we headed for BUMPER CAR..
It was the BEST OF ALL!!
we went totally crazy..
we kept crashing each other..lol..
well..
to be continue..
i gtg..
take care..
bye..

Yo ssup??
Looks like i've been gone long enough..
but well..
now im back!!
haha..XD

Love this song and her too..

FINALLY!!
I have FILL my WHOLE i-pod with songs!!
Lol!!
I transfer the songs into it yesterday..
FINALLY!!
My i-pod isn't boring ANYMORE!!
YAY!!
Lol!!
Sorry..
I'm a bit RETARDED these few days!!
LOL!!

Yesterday was a REALLY boring day..=/
I stayed at home..
For the WHOLE entire day..=/
Sat infront of my comp from morning to night..=/
No one to chat with..
*sign*
BUT..
Today will be FUN!!
I'm going to tuition at in the morning later until afternoon..
Then..
Go to my friends BIRTHDAY PARTY!!
YAY!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
Hahaha..XD
I'm sooooo EXCITED!!
It's like FINALLY!!
Out of the CAGE!!
Lol!!

woke up..
it was 5:30 AM..
pray..
open room door..
saw my mum..
said ' Morning '..
go to study room (where my comp is)..
on my comp..
online..
wash up..
eat breakfast..
my breakfast was..
some cereals..cheese..and..a drink..
then i copy some music..
from my cds to my comp..
and then transfer it into my i-pod..
now it contains 291 songs..
yay!!
lol..=.='
by the way..
i'm kinda lame today..
lol..

I'm Just A Kid

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call

I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

[Chorus:]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmareI
'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the hell is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat x5]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world..

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight

All My Life

I will never find another lover
Sweeter than you
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover
More precious than you
More precious than you

Girl you are
Close to me you're like my mother
Close to me you're like my father
Close to me you're like my sister
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one,You're my everything
And for you this song I sing

[CHORUS]
All my life
I prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I
That I finally found you

All my life
I prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you
Feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said, you're all that I'm thinking of
Baby
Said I promise to never
Fall in love with a stranger
You're all I'm thinking of
I praise the Lord above
For sending me your love
I cherish every hug
I really love you

[CHORUS]

You're all that I ever know
When you smile on my face
All I see is a glow
You turn my life around
You picked me up when I was down

You're all that I ever know
When you smile my face glows
You picked me up when I was down

You're all that I ever know
When you smile my face glows
You picked me up when I was down

And I hope that you
Feel the same way too
Yes I pray that you
Do love me too

[CHORUS (2)]

All my lifeI prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I
That I finally found you

All my life
I prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

[CHORUS (2) (repeat 2x)]

Today is a COOL, FUN and EXICITING day!!
I sang in choir, act, dance and do all kinds of stuff it's sooooooooooo EXTREMELY COOL!!
and btw just fyi..
I camwhore in the car..
lol..
for fun..
I'll show ya'll the pics when I upload it k??..^^

Hate That I Love You....

As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

Yeaahhh... Oohh...

As much I love you (as much as I need you)
As much as I need you (oooh..)
As much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so.. so...

a sketch of my pic..

My new pic..=P..latest..here is the first place I put this pic..lol..

This morning..
I was rushing to go to tuition..
So obviously before I go out I always MUST bath first..
OR eventhough I don't I MUST make sure I smell good..
When I was about to close my room toilet door..
It BANGED my toe and it bleed..= (...
sobb..
so painful..
ouch..

Mike made this for me..Really appreciate it..He's a Great Friend!!..Fortunate to have him..Thanks Mike!!

It's cool..

I called my class teacher yesterday to ask about my position in class..
And she told me I got like no. 15..
And I was like DANG!!
From the top 10 to the top 15??!!
Argh!!
( you can't blame me too cause I don't go for tuition )
I was suprisingly okay cause I didn't fail any subjects or anything..
Lol..
And I'm happy for that..
Lol..
I really thank God for all of this..^^

Fun..Great..Cool..lol..XD

Me, Cheryl, Cassandra, Yap Mun, Vicknesh , Ian, Wen Chun, Ezra, Jeremy an Ping Hua ( Jeremy's friend )..
We gathered at Endah Villa Conduminium's ( Cassandra's house ) badminton court..
To play badminton ( obviously )..
We went really crazy..
Especially Wen Chun ( stupid fella )..
Tell me to play badminton to loose weight!!
Crazy fella!!

ATTENTION!!
CHOO WEN CHUN!!
DON'T WORRY!!
I SURELY WILL LOOSE WEIGHT!!
ONE DAY!! >.<
BUT ANYWAYS FOR NOW!!
WHATEVER!!

other than that..
Cass was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
Cause her " DARLING " is there..
No calling..
but..
uh hmm..
uh hmm..
uh hmm..
J..
uh hmm..
E..
uh hmm..
R..
uh hmm..
E..
uh hmm..
M..
uh hmm..
Y..
uh hmm..
uh hmm..
uh hmm..

sorry bout that..
was clearing my throat..
LMAO!! XD

CASS!!
I UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL!!
hahaha..
DON'T WORRY!!
I'M SUPPORTING!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
LMAO!! XD

Well that's about it I guess..
lol..
haha..
that was funny..=P

Ouch..

Last wednesday..
I was practicing doing my bridge..
I went from up to down..
The funny thing is the last few days I could do it perfectly..
But on wednesday morning when i did my bridge..
I lost balance and fell on my head on a marble floor..
OUCH!!
So painful..=<
Sobb..
A few minutes later my head started to get swallen..=<
That's when my suffering begins..=<
Until today..=/
So kesian..
Early in the morning kena swallen..
Haiz..>.<

I thought I killed someone..=P

Lol..
today is a kinda stupid day..
cause you see..
I thought I killed someone but I didn't..
Lol..
I quarrelled with my friend really bad and seriously today..
Then..
He just treatened me he wanted to kill himself and I was like DAMN!!
NO WAY!!
(we were on msn)
He said I'm not gonna tell what I'm gonna do next..
Afterthat, he said bye everyone..
I begin to get really extremely worried abput him..
I tried finding ways to get him but I can't..
Until I remember he has iMesh so I went on and he's there..
I was so happy to see him on..
So I chatted with him and stuff..
So I just thank God he's alive..
Not DEAD..
LMAO!! XD